What have I learned from Nicholas? That I feel off-balance and unhappy when he is not "under my wing". That I need to trust in him to direct his own care and to tell me if things go wrong. That we need to trust in the universe that we will be alright in a new configuration.
And Nick's lesson plans involve stillness, hope and trust. He leads, not me. With this lesson fresh in my mind, I feel much better today.